As You Were

Chapter 4

The First Lesson

Two sets of headlights. Moving fast.

The first — a dull UV wash, military-grade, coming from the north along what had been a major road. The second, red and yellow, closing the gap behind it at a rate that suggested the driver had made a specific calculation about how little they cared about consequences.

Adrian was on his feet before Roger finished saying engines. He had the torch off and the sidearm in his hand in one movement, his body making decisions while his mind was still catching up.

"Cover," he said, quietly.

They moved.


The binoculars were from the supermarket — emergency kit, low-grade, better than nothing.

Alice had them up before the trucks were close enough to read. The lead vehicle: dark, armoured, a reinforced chassis she didn't recognise but whose design language said military in a vocabulary that didn't require translation. Running hard. Taking corners badly, the way a vehicle does when its driver is scared rather than trained.

Behind it: larger. Red and yellow markings, crude but deliberate. Six figures visible in the open bed, and the way they were positioned — weight forward, weapons ready — was not the posture of people engaged in a chase. It was the posture of people finishing one.

"Manics," Roger said, from somewhere behind her left shoulder. He'd gone quiet and low in a way that told her the word meant more than he'd previously let on. "The truck ahead is Earthanica. Someone's unit, probably a scouting detachment. Separated from backup and now very much regretting it."

"How many in the Earthanica truck?"

"Can't tell. Four, maybe six."

Adrian was already moving — not toward the road but along it, keeping to the debris line, reading the terrain. "If the Manics take them out, what does that mean for us?"

"Fewer Earthanica soldiers in the region," Roger said. "And a Manic crew who just had a successful hunt, which makes them bolder."

"So we help."

"We don't have ABs, Adrian. Those Manic fighters—"

"We don't need ABs." Adrian stopped at a section of road that curved between two sections of collapsed building, a natural funnel. He looked at it. He looked at Alice. "The spike strip."

She was already scanning the rubble.


Forty seconds.

That was all they had — she could see the headlights, still distant but eating ground fast, and forty seconds was both enough and not nearly enough, and so she stopped calculating and started moving.

Scrap metal from the collapsed shopfront. Lengths of rebar bent into angles. Two broken fence posts. She laid them across the road with the focus of a person for whom focus is the only available currency, Adrian working beside her without instruction, his hands finding the right pieces, positioning them without being told where, the two of them moving in the wordless coordination of people who have built things together under pressure before.

Roger cleared the left lane — a path just wide enough for the Earthanica truck to thread if its driver had nerve.

"Done," Alice said.

They pulled back into the shadows.

Thirty seconds.


The Earthanica truck came through the gap like it had been aimed.

Its driver had nerve, or had run out of options, which sometimes looked the same. Front wheels inside the line Roger had cleared, rear end scraping the debris wall with a sound like tearing metal, and then it was through and gone, headlights receding down the road ahead.

The Manic truck hit the strip three seconds later.

The front tyre went first — a sound like a crack rather than a pop, something structural failing under force. The vehicle lurched left, overcorrected, overcorrected again. Adrian fired once, targeting the remaining front tyre, and the truck came off the road entirely, catching the edge of a broken kerb and going over — not dramatically, not the way it happens in films, but with the particular ugly physics of real weight meeting real ground, a roll and a grind and then stillness, one wheel still spinning against nothing.

Silence.

Then: groaning. The kind that meant some of them were alive.

Adrian was already moving toward the wreck.

"Adrian—" Roger started.

"Stay with Alice."


There were four of them still conscious.

He went through the wreck with efficiency and without pleasure, the way he'd been trained — securing, assessing, moving on. Two were pinned and going nowhere. One had enough presence of mind to raise a weapon and not enough to account for the fact that Adrian was already inside his reach, and that problem resolved itself quickly. The fourth was upright and trying to run and made it approximately twelve metres before Koffee — who had, apparently, decided that stay with Alice applied to Alice and not to Koffee itself — hit the back of his knees from behind and sat on him with the full moral authority of a dog that knows it has done something correct.

Adrian looked at the dog. The dog looked at him.

"Good," he said.


The Earthanica truck came back.

It reversed along the road slowly, carefully, and stopped twenty metres from the wreck. The door opened and a figure got out — armoured, one hand on a weapon she hadn't drawn, moving with the controlled caution of someone deciding whether they were looking at an ambush or a rescue.

She was young. Mid-twenties, maybe, though the After-World had a way of complicating those estimates. Her armour carried insignia Adrian didn't know yet — a pattern of geometric shapes in dark blue along the shoulder — and her eyes moved across the scene with a thoroughness that told him she was good at her job.

She stopped when she saw him.

She looked at the four subdued Manics. She looked at Koffee, still sitting on the one who'd tried to run. She looked back at Adrian.

"You're not augmented," she said. It was not quite a question.

"No."

She processed this for a moment. "You did this without ABs."

"We had a spike strip and forty seconds," he said. "The dog did the rest."

Her expression moved through several phases in rapid succession and settled on something that might, in better light, have been the beginning of respect. "Sergeant Yara Voss," she said. "Third Scouting Unit, Earthanica Western Division."

"Adrian." He didn't offer more than that yet. "You're alone?"

"My unit was separated in the transit zone two days ago." Something tightened briefly in her face. "I've been trying to reach Motherbase."

Alice appeared from the shadows. Then Roger, less quickly, with the deliberate pace of a man measuring reactions.

Yara Voss looked at Roger. Roger looked at Yara Voss. A beat passed between them that Adrian could not fully read — not recognition, exactly, but something adjacent to it, the way two people look at each other when they're consulting a memory that hasn't fully surfaced yet.

"You're Fourth Wing," Yara said.

Roger's expression didn't change. "Former."

"I know your name, Sergeant Michels." She paused. "Command will want to know you're alive."

"I imagine they will," Roger said pleasantly. "Which is one of several reasons I'd prefer you didn't mention it until we arrive."

Another beat. Yara Voss looked at Alice, then back at Adrian, then at the dog still occupying the Manic runner with serene indifference.

"Motherbase," she said. "I have transport. What's left of it." She glanced at the scratched and dented Earthanica truck. "And I owe you."


They stripped what was useful from the Manic truck — weapons, medical supplies, two functioning communication units — and bound the survivors with materials that would hold long enough to matter and not so long as to be a death sentence. Roger examined this latter decision with raised eyebrows.

"Sentimental," he said.

"Efficient," Adrian said. "Dead men have allies who want revenge. Inconvenienced men go home."

They took the back seats of Yara's truck. Koffee installed itself between Alice and the door with the authority of something that had assessed the seating arrangements and made a final ruling.

As the ruins fell away behind them and the road opened up — cracked, partly reclaimed by vegetation that had wasted no time, but navigable — Alice watched the landscape shift. The dead city giving way to something stranger: stretches of terrain that the event had visibly altered, ground that had heaved and resettled into unfamiliar shapes, flora that was wrong in ways she couldn't immediately articulate, a colour in some of the leaves that wasn't quite any colour she had a name for.

The After-World. Not just a damaged version of the old one. Something actually new.

"The gates," Adrian said, from the front seat. He was watching Yara, measuring her. "Eusten Trail. We don't have ABs. And Roger has reasons for not announcing himself."

Yara kept her eyes on the road. "The checkpoint scanners verify biometric data against the Earthanica registry. Without a registered AB signature, you'll flag as unregistered civilians." A pause. "Which technically you are."

"Technically," Alice said.

"There are protocols for unregistered civilians. Processing. Intake assessment. It takes time." She navigated around a section of road that had buckled upward into a low ridge. "Or."

"Or?" Adrian said.

"Or you come through on my detachment authorisation as recovered personnel. Witnesses to a Manic engagement." She glanced sideways at him. "Which you also technically are."

Roger made a sound from the back seat. "That's considerably simpler than my plan."

"What was your plan?" Alice asked.

He was quiet for a moment. "It would have required Adrian to agree to a full biometric scan at the gate."

"And the problem with that is?" Yara asked.

"The problem," Roger said carefully, "is that I have a strong suspicion about what a biometric scan of Adrian — and Alice — would show. And I would rather that information reach the right person at Motherbase before it reaches a gate checkpoint." He paused. "There is a scientist there. Someone who has been working on the question of the unchanged since the beginning." He looked at Adrian. "That's what they call people like you two. The Unchanged. There are very few of you. I've been aware of the possibility for some time, and I should have said that earlier, and I didn't, and I'm saying it now."

The truck moved through the altered landscape in silence.

"How long," Adrian said, "have you known?"

"I had a theory," Roger said. "Since the bunker. Since you told me about the visions." He held Adrian's gaze in the rear-view mirror with the steadiness of a man who has decided that honesty, delivered late, is still better than the alternative. "The stars don't speak to everyone, brother. I should have led with that."


The first gate came into view as the light was failing.

It rose from the road ahead like something from a different century — not crude, not improvised, but engineered with a care that spoke of a civilisation that had decided, in the wreckage of the old world, to build something that would last. Steel and composite materials, lit from within by a blue-white light that Yara told them was standard Earthanica construction, bioluminescent elements derived from the new science. Two armed figures in armour at the roadside. A scanner arch across the full width of the road.

Beyond it: a different world. They could see it even from here — light in the distance, a cluster of it, warm and organised, the unmistakable signature of a place where people had gathered and decided to stay.

Alice looked at it through the window for a long time.

Beside her, Koffee pressed its nose to the glass and fogged it.

"First lesson of the After-World," Yara said, slowing the truck as they approached. "Everything you think you understand about how things work — how power works, how people work, how the world works — you learned in a different one." She glanced back at Alice in the mirror. "The sooner you let go of the old map, the faster you'll learn to read the new one."

"And the second lesson?" Alice asked.

Yara's eyes returned to the road. "Earn your debts before you spend them."

She rolled down her window as the gate guards approached.